Random Talk

[Nintex]

You’re overthinking it. Just rock up and see what happens and don’t spend time analysing it.

I dunno, I lost the energy in the middle. When I walked up to her house she said: Woah, you really do walk like Tommy Shelby. 

Moved too far into her world of animals because I was genuinely curious and the retarded cat she looked after was just too cute.
But then I was just another gentle animal lover she had seen 10x before. She didn't even like cats as much as dogs but got saddled up with 4 cats because of animal rescue.

Like John Wick she had a picture up of the dog that died, no family photos whatsoever. She was cool as hell that's what threw me off. I expected cute animals and pink and all that. In her tinder pictures she looked kind of like a goofy somewhat chubby vet but IRL she had dark jeans and a tight sweater. Had since picked up Aikido, great bod too. Cute vet was her cover, this was who she truely was or wanted to be. What woman pours wine in soda glasses, one who doesn't give a fuck.

She didn't even bother with presents for co-workers. Would give money when asked so others could buy something. 

She wanted asshole me and got too nice and responsible me. Something she liked is that I stopped caring for my parents as much and took up dating and me shitting on all the types of fake women I see on the apps. Then I hit her with romance, her not realizing that for me that is 'classic romance', Casablanca, Sean Connery James Bond not sappy valentines gifts. 

That's kind of the running theme with all these women I'm interested in, they're tough as nails. The redhead that calls out the jews, the left wing radio chick that wanted to rebel, the black woman that traveled the world and the John Wick vet. And then when I get close, I worry I'm too edgy when that's what interests them in the first place. The vet was racist too, couldn't imagine a white person being attracted to black skin. When I shrugged she smiled, that should've been the fucking hint. 

You know what the redhead asked over lunch, if I had fucked anyone over in business this week. She likes it when I screw over the corpos.