05-17-2025, 12:12 AM
Well tommorow I lift off for Canada.
As expected we couldn't meet again before I leave and maybe it's for the better. Today was crazy and I'm exhausted and she fell asleep but all is prepped now.
We had a good chat, I gave her a funny out in case she wanted to cut things off. Better to know now than later. But she likes my new glasses and she's just really happy I didn't end it. I also put something on the map for later, the Hans Zimmer concert and she's dying to go. When "And now we are free" from Gladiator plays we'll french kiss.
I'm not going to jump the gun but if she visits me after I return I told her I will tell her those 3 magic words.
It's her own fault. Her favorite movie is Interstellar. And she's been playing the role of Amelia Brand perfectly. Which makes me worried my Steamdeck is TARS and it won't make it back.
It's crazy though, 2 out of 3 goals I set. Visit my brother in Canada and find a gf. And well both feel equally attainable and close and she ticks so many boxes it's kind of unreal. I shared a performance of Nobuo Uematsu and she loved it. When I'm away she'll practice To Zanarkand.
The picture from yesterday that perfectly framed her thighs in a laced skirt in front of a rundown piano. Well she didn't realize how good it was like with most other things she does that hit me on a atomic level.
But Canada first. Sunday we're hitting the first bar and Monday is Victoria day.
I've decided to break the narrative though. Originally in this Interstellar story I was going to confront my brother about a suicide note of his I found (he would be doctor Mann I suppose). That’s why I had to see him personally in the first place. But now is not the time. He's way too excited I'm coming over and I don't want to ruin the mood for him and maybe I can break us free from this plot.
As expected we couldn't meet again before I leave and maybe it's for the better. Today was crazy and I'm exhausted and she fell asleep but all is prepped now.
We had a good chat, I gave her a funny out in case she wanted to cut things off. Better to know now than later. But she likes my new glasses and she's just really happy I didn't end it. I also put something on the map for later, the Hans Zimmer concert and she's dying to go. When "And now we are free" from Gladiator plays we'll french kiss.
I'm not going to jump the gun but if she visits me after I return I told her I will tell her those 3 magic words.
It's her own fault. Her favorite movie is Interstellar. And she's been playing the role of Amelia Brand perfectly. Which makes me worried my Steamdeck is TARS and it won't make it back.
It's crazy though, 2 out of 3 goals I set. Visit my brother in Canada and find a gf. And well both feel equally attainable and close and she ticks so many boxes it's kind of unreal. I shared a performance of Nobuo Uematsu and she loved it. When I'm away she'll practice To Zanarkand.
The picture from yesterday that perfectly framed her thighs in a laced skirt in front of a rundown piano. Well she didn't realize how good it was like with most other things she does that hit me on a atomic level.
But Canada first. Sunday we're hitting the first bar and Monday is Victoria day.
I've decided to break the narrative though. Originally in this Interstellar story I was going to confront my brother about a suicide note of his I found (he would be doctor Mann I suppose). That’s why I had to see him personally in the first place. But now is not the time. He's way too excited I'm coming over and I don't want to ruin the mood for him and maybe I can break us free from this plot.