09-10-2023, 05:15 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-10-2023, 05:15 PM by jooseloose.)
(09-09-2023, 07:42 PM)BIONIC wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/rumor-jez-corden-has-heard-that-the-next-mass-effect-is-ditching-the-open-world-and-going-back-to-the-classic-format.762636/#post-111756414New Planetsmasher lore?
PlanetSmasher, post: 111756414, member: 6260 wrote:BioWare is gonna be on a 5-year "please like us, we're so sorry, please like us again" tour.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/i-dont-know-why-i-bother-anymore.442591/
PlanetSmasher, post: 67437712, member: 6260 wrote:I don't know how to make it through the day anymore. Every day I just feel worse and worse. Gaming side hates me, and even participating in discussions makes me feel like I'm some kind of intruder who no one wants around. I can't talk about politics anymore because everything the Republicans do makes me feel like the world is two steps away from armageddon. Just about the only discussions I feel like I'm not wrong for getting involved in seem to be the ones about TV, and I barely watch any anymore.
Meanwhile, my work situation continuously gets worse day after day after day, to the point at which I feel like I'm breathing poison 5 days a week just to pay rent for an apartment I don't want to live in in, a city I've wanted to leave since before the pandemic started. My weekends barely even count as rest at this point because of how horrible my work-day stress has become. I hate my body - just the feeling of living in it makes me want to scream 24/7. I'm isolated from my friends, meaning I'm constantly alone in my own head, and there's no one I would rather be alone with less than myself. I don't even like waking up in the morning anymore because it just means going through the same cycle of being beaten down repeatedly and having virtually nothing to pull me out of the abyss.
I'm sorry I'm so negative all the time. I really wish I wasn't. I wish I had things to feel good about, to be excited about. I miss it. I really do. I'm sorry I'm such a burden on everyone.
PlanetSmasher wrote:On top of that, as a sexual assault victim I constantly just...hate my own physical shape because the presence of being in it makes me uncomfortable.
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