It's grim out there but it's also a matter of finding the right matches and I'm fishing in the right pond now. The ghosting is over, the 24/7 tiresome gf/bf chat experiences are over.
Most of the women I now match with are on the same level. They just had other priorities much like myself. I don't have to drag them along like the Latina.
The gov digs me, her opener: fav karaoke song. My answer: The Man Who Sold The World. She likes it. Game plan is the same, get her number, move her to whatsapp so I can see if she has time to date over the weekend. It'll take some time, she's not online a lot.
The Latina chick turned out to be just another stepping stone in the right direction, she made me remember what a kind/caring/insecure person I'd have to take along for the ride is like. All the bold stuff she did, that was her friend Paz that put her up to it. And in hindsight I wonder if Paz was even real or in her head. Because Paz always suddenly appeared during her 'episodes' and I could never quite tell if she came over from Germany or Chile. I'm now aiming for someone more intelligent and persistent who didn't have her brain fried.
My friends are conflicted. They were hoping the dating would soften me up, that women would fall for the animal photos, story telling and loyalty to my parents. Instead of putting me on a path of drifting a black Nissan GTR through a homeless camp. But they're happy I have a clear direction now and that I'm very upbeat about the future dystopia I'm building.
Most of the women I now match with are on the same level. They just had other priorities much like myself. I don't have to drag them along like the Latina.
The gov digs me, her opener: fav karaoke song. My answer: The Man Who Sold The World. She likes it. Game plan is the same, get her number, move her to whatsapp so I can see if she has time to date over the weekend. It'll take some time, she's not online a lot.
The Latina chick turned out to be just another stepping stone in the right direction, she made me remember what a kind/caring/insecure person I'd have to take along for the ride is like. All the bold stuff she did, that was her friend Paz that put her up to it. And in hindsight I wonder if Paz was even real or in her head. Because Paz always suddenly appeared during her 'episodes' and I could never quite tell if she came over from Germany or Chile. I'm now aiming for someone more intelligent and persistent who didn't have her brain fried.
My friends are conflicted. They were hoping the dating would soften me up, that women would fall for the animal photos, story telling and loyalty to my parents. Instead of putting me on a path of drifting a black Nissan GTR through a homeless camp. But they're happy I have a clear direction now and that I'm very upbeat about the future dystopia I'm building.