Random Talk

[MMaRsu]

need suggestions on a fleshlight?

Nah im good lol.. I dont need that shit haha. 

I just hate being infatuated with someone and then I fuck it up because I overthink things.

The worst thing she can say is no. You can move on after that. Take your shot.

And stop badmouthing fleshlights, wtf.

You are 100% right. The problem is I do like going to that gaming meetup they got going every two weeks. 
Its good for me to meet new people, I don't have a lot of friends in this town as it is sadly. 
If I let her know I like her, and she's like nah I probably won't ever be going there again lol. 

But yeah, the only real reason I ever went was because of her. 

I havent heard from her for four days now, It doesnt feel like she's really interested. Otherwise she probably would have sent something back by now. 
Ofcourse she could be actually busy or have shit going on in her life. I don't know any of that. We really aren't that close. 

I would love nothing more than to actually let her know I like her. 
I just don't think it would be the best idea at this time. Through a text? I'd probably send some weak ass shit again. 

I did get a match through like a hookup app, its called Feeld. It's more for actually just hooking up. 

Probably better to focus on that

It would probably be better to try and forget about her. Just to save myself the inevitable pain when she says lol no thx or never messages me back again.

I mean do I want to move on? Or do I just want to wait for her to be single so I can shoot my shot???