Random Talk

[MMaRsu]

Sorry for the late reply guys, I just had to get my thoughts in order this weekend. 

Most importantly, I DID NOT MAKE A MOVE (YET), DID MAKE MANY OBSERVATIONS

I went there in my zombie outfit, when I arrived there was a big group of people standing outside. She said hey! and I said hey back and locked my bike. 
She complimented me on my outfit, and I misguessed her outfit by saying she was Batgirl lol. 

She had on this amazingly insane Catwoman outfit, a tight leather outfit... My god. Ofcourse I was sold right away. 

We played a lot of Just Dance, with other people as well. But I didn't just hang around her, I played some SF6 against some other bro's and some Smash against some other dude's as well. I just wanted not to hang around/behind her all night and make some friendly connection with some other people as well. 

My observations:

• She still likes her current BF (laughing at his 'jokes', put her arms around his waist once)
  
• She's not creeped out by me, and gave me plenty of looks (at one point we were sitting close together on a bench chilling)
  
• At one point, she needed to invite me to the Whatsapp group for the gaming meet. At that moment I was sitting right next to her. She opened her whatsapp, had to scroll down to the middle of the convo list, and there my message was, unread (for more than a week). 
  
• At that moment I knew, allright she still likes her current BF, I'm very low on the priority list, there is no need for me to make a move right now. (not that I would have dared, pussy that I am)
  

When we were outside smoking together after some Just Dance I did let her know that I was looking over at her direction every now and then, and that it was a very nice looking sight lol. Some people came by and she joked like lol they gonna think Im a hooker (or something to that effect) and I said allright 15€, she was like nuh-uh, 50 at the least. LOL

We were having some fun and kinda joking around, but not too flirty. I did act a little cockier than before, however I still felt out of place sometimes. 

At one point I was going outside for a smoke and she came outside as well, meeting me there. We talked a bit, but in those moments I just didn't know what to ask or say. Her beauty kinda stunned me. Also I was fucking high on 3/4 joints, and some rum&coke. I find it very difficult to talk to her in a fun open manner, it's like I'm thinking too much. 

I have to let this go now. And I have to work on myself. My self image is in the shitter, even though I'm not even that bad looking a guy. My confidence is non existent. 
It's okay. I don't even really know her that well. She's very pretty and fun (and she knows of NewJeans, and likes Kpop lol) but that's it.

I absolutely do think I have a chance with her, but in the future, when my confidence level is higher, and I'm satisfied with myself. And ofcourse when she's sick of this doofus she's with.