https://www.resetera.com/threads/how-do-you-cope-with-the-loss-of-a-partner-cw-suicide.831756/`
OaklandKao wrote:I recently discovered that my current partner had passed away from suicide after a long fight with depression. For the last month, I had been attempting and failing to contact her after a series of concerning messages. Only to find out the entire time I was trying to reach her, she was already gone. It's something I thought could have been the case as I kept trying and failing to get a hold of her, but actually knowing, finding her obituary was an entirely different thing.
I'm really struggling to really process that she's gone, thinking I could have done more, could have said more. Could have been there more. Reading her obituary bothered me even more, as she was constantly deadnamed, had old photos used, and wasn't the woman that she was. She deserved so much more and better
I've never had to experience death to someone this close before. I can barely fucking function anymore. I look at things she gave me and that we enjoyed together and it brings me nothing but pain. I miss her so much. I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel right now, how I'm supposed to feel.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/how-do-you-cope-with-the-loss-of-a-partner-cw-suicide.831756/?post=121028460#post-121028460
Melody Shreds wrote:And I've been suicidal for years, really still am. When I'm of sound mind this is something I think about, how my identity would be treated after I'm gone, how my shitty parents would do their best to erase it. I've experienced more close suicides than most but I haven't gotten any colder to it. If anything I'm more emotionally vulnerable now than I've ever been.
03-28-2024, 11:42 PM
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Terrible that the OP is having to go through that.
Melody really needs to read the room better. That's disappointing. Their parents also took them back in and let them stay rent free and still are called shitty. I hope they grow up one day.
03-29-2024, 12:08 AM
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I think I just found the Burka Brigade's hymn:
"Her body, my choice" should be their tagline.
03-29-2024, 12:13 AM
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Which one of you is Asmongold
If any of you actually are, stop being unfunny
(03-28-2024, 11:02 PM)Straight Edge wrote: [tweet]https://twitter.com/HazzadorGamin/status/1772395227904405754/photo/1[/tweet]
Ree: wtf I love Xbox now fuck Sony
(03-28-2024, 07:04 PM)Potato wrote: All I want to know is which of the mods really, really, really want to play Stellar Blade?
All, every Ree users. They're pretending to be mad while thoroughly enjoying it.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/why-women-criticise-sexualised-character-designs-ot3-make-her-look-more-corpulent-more-stuffed-where-the-eyes-cant-escape.275780/page-342?post=121029147#post-121029147
stopmrdomino
Quote:Embark released a bunny girl skin for The Finals and didn't go for the low hanging fruit of the Playboy outfit. Impressed.
Community is receiving it well too
ClickyCal'
Quote:Based
The skin
(03-28-2024, 11:34 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/how-do-you-cope-with-the-loss-of-a-partner-cw-suicide.831756/`
OaklandKao wrote:I recently discovered that my current partner had passed away from suicide after a long fight with depression. For the last month, I had been attempting and failing to contact her after a series of concerning messages. Only to find out the entire time I was trying to reach her, she was already gone. It's something I thought could have been the case as I kept trying and failing to get a hold of her, but actually knowing, finding her obituary was an entirely different thing.
I'm really struggling to really process that she's gone, thinking I could have done more, could have said more. Could have been there more. Reading her obituary bothered me even more, as she was constantly deadnamed, had old photos used, and wasn't the woman that she was. She deserved so much more and better
I've never had to experience death to someone this close before. I can barely fucking function anymore. I look at things she gave me and that we enjoyed together and it brings me nothing but pain. I miss her so much. I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel right now, how I'm supposed to feel.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/how-do-you-cope-with-the-loss-of-a-partner-cw-suicide.831756/?post=121028460#post-121028460
Melody Shreds wrote:And I've been suicidal for years, really still am. When I'm of sound mind this is something I think about, how my identity would be treated after I'm gone, how my shitty parents would do their best to erase it. I've experienced more close suicides than most but I haven't gotten any colder to it. If anything I'm more emotionally vulnerable now than I've ever been. 
Melody Shreds
Quote:So trans people being dead named in obituaries and funerals is unfortunately all too common, my roommate was heavily dead named after their suicide and to me that hurt almost as much as their death did because it felt like their identity was being erased.
jfc
03-29-2024, 12:45 AM
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(03-29-2024, 12:25 AM)Taco Bell Tower wrote: (03-28-2024, 07:04 PM)Potato wrote: All I want to know is which of the mods really, really, really want to play Stellar Blade?
All, every Ree users. They're pretending to be mad while thoroughly enjoying it.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/why-women-criticise-sexualised-character-designs-ot3-make-her-look-more-corpulent-more-stuffed-where-the-eyes-cant-escape.275780/page-342?post=121029147#post-121029147
stopmrdomino
Quote:Embark released a bunny girl skin for The Finals and didn't go for the low hanging fruit of the Playboy outfit. Impressed.
Community is receiving it well too
ClickyCal'
Quote:Based
The skin
![[Image: ss_10d30b854bf47bf119ed8eb0561a36670ea78...0x1080.jpg]](https://cdn.cloudflare.steamstatic.com/steam/apps/2897810/ss_10d30b854bf47bf119ed8eb0561a36670ea781b6.1920x1080.jpg)
We jokingly call them the Burka thread and now here they're calling a costume, that basically amounts to a bunny suit Burka, based.
(03-29-2024, 12:45 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote: (03-29-2024, 12:25 AM)Taco Bell Tower wrote: (03-28-2024, 07:04 PM)Potato wrote: All I want to know is which of the mods really, really, really want to play Stellar Blade?
All, every Ree users. They're pretending to be mad while thoroughly enjoying it.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/why-women-criticise-sexualised-character-designs-ot3-make-her-look-more-corpulent-more-stuffed-where-the-eyes-cant-escape.275780/page-342?post=121029147#post-121029147
stopmrdomino
Quote:Embark released a bunny girl skin for The Finals and didn't go for the low hanging fruit of the Playboy outfit. Impressed.
Community is receiving it well too
ClickyCal'
Quote:Based
The skin
![[Image: ss_10d30b854bf47bf119ed8eb0561a36670ea78...0x1080.jpg]](https://cdn.cloudflare.steamstatic.com/steam/apps/2897810/ss_10d30b854bf47bf119ed8eb0561a36670ea781b6.1920x1080.jpg)
We jokingly call them the Burka thread and now here they're calling, what amounts to a bunny suit Burka, based. 
Oh they're okay with infantilization now?
Speaking of nutters. Apple TV are selling Betty Blue for £2. Absolute bargain if you want to see a sexy French girl go absolutely fuckin mental.
Here's how it went down.
MOBA made it clear, don't ban games that bring clicks, no jokes.
Mods were like well tricky business considering the mafia but hey-ho
TransMafiaEra needed their annual sacrifice of games to keep the numbers up.
they had a wee strategy session on the auld discord.
Kyuuji, lord of the wrongops, came up with the idea of having a decoy wind up merchant. Unfortunately none of them are funny
They adjust tactics and bombard the headquaters (AKA Stellerblade Preview thread) so a bunch of clinically obese blokes can ruin Bdubs day
Bdubs reads here and works out what the cleanest ban is, next episode
(03-28-2024, 09:13 PM)DocWager wrote: I think most normal people at this point would prefer advertisements over thread warnings at the top of every single fucking page.
They also don't realize how annoying it is for mobile users.
can't believe mods just threw feminists under the bus like that.
Has RE bitched about the Marvel overwatch clone game yet? Pretty hilarious contrast to the new (non-binary) overwatch hero
Overwatch probably still has a fanbase due to all the porn...
and yet again devs chase a smaller audience for some brownie point.
03-29-2024, 04:09 AM
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so...this is a whackjob chud news site, but it appears to have found something that others haven't reported on with regard to the nex benedict situation
nex suffered some particular things...probably best not to read the article and get the graphic details...this paragraph should be enough to understand
Quote:As is usual in these cases, there is much more to the story. A hint was provided by the Washington Post on February 21st, 2024, that never made it beyond that report. Describing Dagney’s funeral, the article states that Dagney's cousin spoke “along with her mother and Benedict. Nex’s biological mother was among the mourners; their father, who is in prison for abuse, was not.” That last detail may have been more impactful than realized.
kind of explains the gender issues, the acting out, strained relations with her peers, suicidal ideation, all of that
he was just arrested again only weeks before her suicide
https://redstate.com/chad-felix-greene/2024/03/27/nex-benedict-n2172000
(03-28-2024, 11:34 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/how-do-you-cope-with-the-loss-of-a-partner-cw-suicide.831756/`
OaklandKao wrote:I recently discovered that my current partner had passed away from suicide after a long fight with depression. For the last month, I had been attempting and failing to contact her after a series of concerning messages. Only to find out the entire time I was trying to reach her, she was already gone. It's something I thought could have been the case as I kept trying and failing to get a hold of her, but actually knowing, finding her obituary was an entirely different thing.
I'm really struggling to really process that she's gone, thinking I could have done more, could have said more. Could have been there more. Reading her obituary bothered me even more, as she was constantly deadnamed, had old photos used, and wasn't the woman that she was. She deserved so much more and better
I've never had to experience death to someone this close before. I can barely fucking function anymore. I look at things she gave me and that we enjoyed together and it brings me nothing but pain. I miss her so much. I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel right now, how I'm supposed to feel.
Anyone else find that reads like one of those "long distance online never met in person" relationships?
(03-29-2024, 04:09 AM)Uncle wrote: so...this is a whackjob chud news site, but it appears to have found something that others haven't reported on with regard to the nex benedict situation
nex suffered some particular things...probably best not to read the article and get the graphic details...this paragraph should be enough to understand
Quote:As is usual in these cases, there is much more to the story. A hint was provided by the Washington Post on February 21st, 2024, that never made it beyond that report. Describing Dagney’s funeral, the article states that Dagney's cousin spoke “along with her mother and Benedict. Nex’s biological mother was among the mourners; their father, who is in prison for abuse, was not.” That last detail may have been more impactful than realized.
kind of explains the gender issues, the acting out, strained relations with her peers, suicidal ideation, all of that 
he was just arrested again only weeks before her suicide
https://redstate.com/chad-felix-greene/2024/03/27/nex-benedict-n2172000
Yeah that would explain a lot.. the real story is a lot more tragic. The fathers arrest record is downright disgusting.
03-29-2024, 04:34 AM
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(03-29-2024, 12:25 AM)Taco Bell Tower wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/why-women-criticise-sexualised-character-designs-ot3-make-her-look-more-corpulent-more-stuffed-where-the-eyes-cant-escape.275780/page-342?post=121029147#post-121029147
stopmrdomino
Quote:Embark released a bunny girl skin for The Finals and didn't go for the low hanging fruit of the Playboy outfit. Impressed.
Community is receiving it well too
ClickyCal'
Quote:Based
The skin
https://cdn.cloudflare.steamstatic.com/steam/apps/2897810/ss_10d30b854bf47bf119ed8eb0561a36670ea781b6.1920x1080.jpg They should have done the Playboy outfit. You can put all the stuff on any gender.
This fits the aesthetic more though because it's all about making everything look goofy gameshow yet it's treated as serious and cool.
(03-29-2024, 02:33 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Has RE bitched about the Marvel overwatch clone game yet? Pretty hilarious contrast to the new (non-binary) overwatch hero Yeah, not enough fat dumpy broads that are superheroes in Marvel:
(03-28-2024, 08:51 AM)Daffy Duck wrote: LMAO…this completely missed me
Princess Bubblegum wrote:Yikes at the gender dimorphism.
Quote:Can you elaborate on this?
princess bubblegum wrote:There's very little if zero body diversity for women. Meanwhile the men have lots of range. https://www.resetera.com/threads/marvel-rivals-announcement-trailer-free-2-play-may-beta-on-steam-and-egs.831309/page-12?post=121000527#post-121000527
(03-29-2024, 02:33 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Has RE bitched about the Marvel overwatch clone game yet? Pretty hilarious contrast to the new (non-binary) overwatch hero
![[Image: 8xGjj8t.jpeg]](https://i.imgur.com/8xGjj8t.jpeg)
Who is this for.
Pretending it isn’t cover for blizzards sexual harassment lawsuits. Who is the person deciding to get into Overwatch after 8 years because some dopey character goes by they them.
(03-29-2024, 05:46 AM)Polident wrote: (03-29-2024, 02:33 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Has RE bitched about the Marvel overwatch clone game yet? Pretty hilarious contrast to the new (non-binary) overwatch hero
![[Image: 8xGjj8t.jpeg]](https://i.imgur.com/8xGjj8t.jpeg)
Who is this for.
Pretending it isn’t cover for blizzards sexual harassment lawsuits. Who is the person deciding to get into Overwatch after 8 years because some dopey character goes by they them. Quote:User Banned (Three months): Transphobic commentary
JEFF CHECK: Working on Marvel movies is what Marx meant by labor as a way of life:
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(03-29-2024, 04:09 AM)Uncle wrote: so...this is a whackjob chud news site, but it appears to have found something that others haven't reported on with regard to the nex benedict situation
nex suffered some particular things...probably best not to read the article and get the graphic details...this paragraph should be enough to understand
Quote:As is usual in these cases, there is much more to the story. A hint was provided by the Washington Post on February 21st, 2024, that never made it beyond that report. Describing Dagney’s funeral, the article states that Dagney's cousin spoke “along with her mother and Benedict. Nex’s biological mother was among the mourners; their father, who is in prison for abuse, was not.” That last detail may have been more impactful than realized.
kind of explains the gender issues, the acting out, strained relations with her peers, suicidal ideation, all of that 
he was just arrested again only weeks before her suicide
https://redstate.com/chad-felix-greene/2024/03/27/nex-benedict-n2172000
Man, I wish it wasn’t a right wing website that brought the receipts, but those seem legit.
Feel sorry for Nex, that stuff would fuck up any person.
03-29-2024, 06:34 AM
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Cenauru was inspired to become trans because of Jim Sterling:
Obvious sexism (both retweeted by Cenauru but I embedded so you can actually read this one and the follow up tweets if you wish):
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03-29-2024, 06:48 AM
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(03-29-2024, 06:34 AM)benji wrote:
Imagine all of those things not turning you off a person, but a silly take on a video game being the thing that makes you decide that person isn't someone you respect.
03-29-2024, 06:49 AM
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Wait, where I have seen this kind of NEVER ACTUALLY LIKED HIM, HE WASN'T IMPORTANT stuff before about people who just said something you don't like? Then psychoanalyzing them and their hidden real motivations?
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03-29-2024, 06:54 AM
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(03-29-2024, 06:48 AM)Potato wrote: (03-29-2024, 06:34 AM)benji wrote:
Imagine all of those things not turning you off a person, but a silly take on a video game being the thing that makes you decide that person isn't someone you respect. It's actually kind of a shitty thing to say. That they didn't think autistic adhd people could have careers. Then they saw a fat incompetent ignorant British fascist with weird sexual fetishes and disdain for women yell about video games on YouTube.
And apparently concluded "yes, I can be like this."
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"Why yes this person helped me decide I should change my whole way of life and set myself on the path of facing struggles and bigotry. They were important enough for me to finally realize I should alter myself in a way that cannot be reversed..
Wait, they have a bad take about a video game? FUCK THEM."
Holy shit. How mentally deranged is this known Zoophile supporter.
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