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Quote:I haven't watched their videos in a while, because I got tired of the constant negativity, but I was curious to see what they have to say about the Pro. Sure enough it's still the same old script about how bad the gaming industry is and how everything is an excuse to get outraged.

That video is such a bad take all over. PS5 Pro is not a replacement of PS5, it's a premium, niche product for the enthusiasts who want it and can afford it. There won't be exclusive Pro titles, everything will still run just fine on the regular PS5. The argument about people working two jobs to afford rent and living expenses, while it's a sad reality for many, it has no relevance at all in this discussion. Those people should not be concerned about the price of the PS5 Pro (or RTX 4090 for that matter!) to begin with and if they are they should probably take a look at their priorities in life.

Then the argument about quality/performance settings. Why complain about giving players a choice? It's not up to Sony to decide how developers use the HW capabilities of the PS5. 60fps is always a design decision and it can be achieved regardless of the HW. The Pro will simply allow a better image quality for Performance modes, for those who care and can actually notice the difference. Just because Steph is unable or unwilling to notice any image quality difference does not mean it's not there or shouldn't be an option for those wo actually care.

lol 

PlayStation™ Fan Discussing Their Fine Products

Say what you like about Sterling. He hasn't lost his ability to send Ponies absolutely buttraging


https://www.resetera.com/threads/james-stephanie-sterling-ot-thank-god-for-the-jimquisition.279704/page-57#post-129514557
https://www.resetera.com/threads/israel-palestine-the-ongoing-israeli-genocide-in-gaza-icj-orders-halt-to-israeli-offensive-on-rafah-see-staff-posts-for-posting-guidelines.772478/page-404#post-129529140

M.Bluth wrote:This entire administration should be hanged.
(09-30-2024, 10:17 PM)NekoFever wrote:
(09-30-2024, 09:49 PM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Ubisoft is actually addressing some inaccuracies in AC shadows and RE instantly declares they're just bowing to the chuds

Quote:So sad that devs have to waste time fixing "historical accuracy" just so they get less hate from idiots online instead of using this time to improve the actual videogame
https://www.resetera.com/threads/insider-gaming-exclusive-%E2%80%93-context-around-the-assassin%E2%80%99s-creed-shadows-delay.996855/post-129526005
Crazy idea, but maybe the game that's trying to be authentic should be authentic

Remember, historical accuracy in fantastical games is a chud complaint, unless it’s about women’s armour, in which case realism is of the utmost importance.

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(09-30-2024, 09:49 PM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Ubisoft is actually addressing some inaccuracies in AC shadows and RE instantly declares they're just bowing to the chuds

Quote:So sad that devs have to waste time fixing "historical accuracy" just so they get less hate from idiots online instead of using this time to improve the actual videogame
https://www.resetera.com/threads/insider-gaming-exclusive-%E2%80%93-context-around-the-assassin%E2%80%99s-creed-shadows-delay.996855/post-129526005
Crazy idea, but maybe the game that's trying to be authentic should be authentic

Quote:But first, let me address some of the wild rumors about Yasuke—he's not going to be removed. However, sources have said that the team has been actively addressing many of the historical and cultural concerns, which started before the game's reveal following external playtests and were accelerated further following the game's initial reveal and mass feedback. This includes changing some of Yasuke's story and how he's portrayed in the game, fixing architectural details, and ensuring that the game is historically grounded while fitting into the Assassin's Creed universe. Fundamentally, though, these are issues that should have been caught internally before the game's reveal, especially given Ubisoft's strict asset-approval process. As for how these issues fell through the cracks, I'm told that historical experts were brought onto the project much later than usual for a project of this magnitude and that miscommunication between teams and cutting corners when it came to the approval process of assets to meet deadlines were also at play.

More surprised that they admitted that they fucked up regarding this stuff. Also feel that marketing did not do this game any favors.
(09-30-2024, 11:31 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/israel-palestine-the-ongoing-israeli-genocide-in-gaza-icj-orders-halt-to-israeli-offensive-on-rafah-see-staff-posts-for-posting-guidelines.772478/page-404#post-129529140

M.Bluth wrote:This entire administration should be hanged.

They probably forgot this wasn’t the constructive criticism thread.
(09-30-2024, 11:31 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/israel-palestine-the-ongoing-israeli-genocide-in-gaza-icj-orders-halt-to-israeli-offensive-on-rafah-see-staff-posts-for-posting-guidelines.772478/page-404#post-129529140

M.Bluth wrote:This entire administration should be hanged.

lol

I don’t doubt now that ERA is in a federal watchlist of sorts. Jesus.
https://www.resetera.com/threads/insider-gaming-star-wars-outlaws-has-sold-1-million-copies-in-it-first-month.996858

ctrl + f "crossing eden" 

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Rage

I want to see the idiot cry
(09-30-2024, 11:23 PM)Snoopy wrote:
Quote:I haven't watched their videos in a while, because I got tired of the constant negativity, but I was curious to see what they have to say about the Pro. Sure enough it's still the same old script about how bad the gaming industry is and how everything is an excuse to get outraged.

That video is such a bad take all over. PS5 Pro is not a replacement of PS5, it's a premium, niche product for the enthusiasts who want it and can afford it. There won't be exclusive Pro titles, everything will still run just fine on the regular PS5. The argument about people working two jobs to afford rent and living expenses, while it's a sad reality for many, it has no relevance at all in this discussion. Those people should not be concerned about the price of the PS5 Pro (or RTX 4090 for that matter!) to begin with and if they are they should probably take a look at their priorities in life.

Then the argument about quality/performance settings. Why complain about giving players a choice? It's not up to Sony to decide how developers use the HW capabilities of the PS5. 60fps is always a design decision and it can be achieved regardless of the HW. The Pro will simply allow a better image quality for Performance modes, for those who care and can actually notice the difference. Just because Steph is unable or unwilling to notice any image quality difference does not mean it's not there or shouldn't be an option for those wo actually care.

lol 

PlayStation™ Fan Discussing Their Fine Products

Say what you like about Sterling. He hasn't lost his ability to send Ponies absolutely buttraging


https://www.resetera.com/threads/james-stephanie-sterling-ot-thank-god-for-the-jimquisition.279704/page-57#post-129514557

Premium?  It got a tiny update  lol
https://www.resetera.com/threads/nintendo-switch-already-has-the-biggest-library-of-any-console-ever.996921/#post-129531009
I think I have a Ree fav now
FantasticToma
Quote:This thread is already going in a bad direction.

Is having the most games the most meaningful flex? No.

Is it a bad thing to have the most games? Definitely also no.
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“Bending to the demands of ASSHOLE CHUDS!!” screams the board demanding devs bend to their demands every other week when they deem the developer a problem.

Threads like the latest AC one, people should legit just start posting a picture of a mirror. Nothing else, just that. One time each in threads like this and watch the mass confusion spread.
(09-30-2024, 09:22 PM)HaughtyFrank wrote:
(09-30-2024, 08:59 PM)AnnoyedCanadian wrote: FantasticToma
Quote:Oh, there will be investigations and big reports in 20, 30 years and people who weren't in power now will make dramatic, touching speeches about how it was our responsibility to prevent this and how we failed and howt that is why we must work to never again let this happen, to never again look away. And then the West will celebrate itself for showing such empathy and feel really good about itself.

And people in the middle-east will still be suffering from today's crimes. And those victims of today's, they'll be long forgotten, outside of a couple few that the West will put on a pedestal to show "watch how we CARE about those brown people on the other side of the globe, we are GOOD people!!1". :/

That thought makes me want to vomit. But it's gonna happen.

Fantastic "Knife murders are a new reality. I probably have more in common with the Nazi's as they hate the Jews" Toma
Quote:That's the biggest irony and I just thought about it earlier. I'll be very honest: I've been in support of limiting migration into Germany, because crime statistics factually prove that stuff like knife murders happen disproportionally from criminal migrants. BUT: When Germany and the West bring GENOCIDE to the innocent people in the middle-east, then I have now changed my stance. Increased knife murders? Well, we'll have to live with that new reality. Because we got NO right to complain when we're the ones causing these people to come to us and committing MUCH worse crimes to their home countries.

Israel's attack war against Gaza and Lebanon has changed my mind on a lot of things.

Damaged

Does he understand that the refugee crisis began with Syria? The country where Hezbollah killed thousands of people? The Hezbollah he now cries about?

No. That would require actual understanding of the issues and not just parroting the idiotic statements of four-hour Twatter videos.
(09-30-2024, 10:22 PM)AldusMoneyPenny wrote:
(09-30-2024, 08:16 PM)Potato wrote:
(09-30-2024, 05:02 PM)Propagandhim wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/the-fetishization-of-empty-gestures-is-a-fascinating-thing-completely-part-of-the-theory-of-dystopia-as-aspiration-that-were-constantly-being-sold.995856/page-3


"Just because a gesture has meaning for someone doesn't make it immune to criticism."  Why can't you just say it that way.  Bitch.
  

"We often focus on small, meaningless actions instead of fixing big problems in our communities and environment."

God, i fucking hate you.

Nepenthe is one of those people who thinks using a fuckhead word like "imbue" on a gaming forum instead of "give" makes her sound intelligent rather than like a checkout chick who listened to some retarded four-hour YouTube video too many times.

Throw a "wherein" in there for good measure  Rolleyes

(It was in the longer quoted passage from before)

I was going to go full-benji and pick out all of the retarded things in that Nepenthe quote, but it gave me an immediate headache.
(10-01-2024, 12:18 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/insider-gaming-star-wars-outlaws-has-sold-1-million-copies-in-it-first-month.996858

ctrl + f "crossing eden" 

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Rage

I want to see the idiot cry

Quote:Review scores + Ubisoft stigma + misogyny + no Steam release really did a number on this game, which (going by impressions here on Era) is actually apparently quite good

Seriously, get the fuck out of twitter. lol
(09-30-2024, 11:23 PM)Snoopy wrote:
Quote:I haven't watched their videos in a while, because I got tired of the constant negativity, but I was curious to see what they have to say about the Pro. Sure enough it's still the same old script about how bad the gaming industry is and how everything is an excuse to get outraged.

That video is such a bad take all over. PS5 Pro is not a replacement of PS5, it's a premium, niche product for the enthusiasts who want it and can afford it. There won't be exclusive Pro titles, everything will still run just fine on the regular PS5. The argument about people working two jobs to afford rent and living expenses, while it's a sad reality for many, it has no relevance at all in this discussion. Those people should not be concerned about the price of the PS5 Pro (or RTX 4090 for that matter!) to begin with and if they are they should probably take a look at their priorities in life.

Then the argument about quality/performance settings. Why complain about giving players a choice? It's not up to Sony to decide how developers use the HW capabilities of the PS5. 60fps is always a design decision and it can be achieved regardless of the HW. The Pro will simply allow a better image quality for Performance modes, for those who care and can actually notice the difference. Just because Steph is unable or unwilling to notice any image quality difference does not mean it's not there or shouldn't be an option for those wo actually care.

lol 

PlayStation™ Fan Discussing Their Fine Products

Say what you like about Sterling. He hasn't lost his ability to send Ponies absolutely buttraging


https://www.resetera.com/threads/james-stephanie-sterling-ot-thank-god-for-the-jimquisition.279704/page-57#post-129514557

Best emote ever. Thanks D3RANG3D you absolute fucking legend!
(09-30-2024, 11:39 PM)Boredfrom wrote:
(09-30-2024, 09:49 PM)HaughtyFrank wrote: Ubisoft is actually addressing some inaccuracies in AC shadows and RE instantly declares they're just bowing to the chuds

Quote:So sad that devs have to waste time fixing "historical accuracy" just so they get less hate from idiots online instead of using this time to improve the actual videogame
https://www.resetera.com/threads/insider-gaming-exclusive-%E2%80%93-context-around-the-assassin%E2%80%99s-creed-shadows-delay.996855/post-129526005
Crazy idea, but maybe the game that's trying to be authentic should be authentic

Quote:But first, let me address some of the wild rumors about Yasuke—he's not going to be removed. However, sources have said that the team has been actively addressing many of the historical and cultural concerns, which started before the game's reveal following external playtests and were accelerated further following the game's initial reveal and mass feedback. This includes changing some of Yasuke's story and how he's portrayed in the game, fixing architectural details, and ensuring that the game is historically grounded while fitting into the Assassin's Creed universe. Fundamentally, though, these are issues that should have been caught internally before the game's reveal, especially given Ubisoft's strict asset-approval process. As for how these issues fell through the cracks, I'm told that historical experts were brought onto the project much later than usual for a project of this magnitude and that miscommunication between teams and cutting corners when it came to the approval process of assets to meet deadlines were also at play.

More surprised that they admitted that they fucked up regarding this stuff. Also feel that marketing did not do this game any favors.

So, if the rumours are true and Sweet Baby Rays or some other cultural sensitivity consultant was used in developing Shadows, then why the fuck are there so many cultural sensitivity issues with the game? 

Especially stuff like the one-legged Torii gate? 

That should be a slam dunk for any cultural sensitivity consultant worth their salt...

The whole industry, if it was actually interested in being taken seriously, should be reviewing their contracts with these snake oil salesthems and insisting on better service.
(10-01-2024, 12:22 AM)Taco Bell Tower wrote:
(09-30-2024, 11:23 PM)Snoopy wrote:
Quote:I haven't watched their videos in a while, because I got tired of the constant negativity, but I was curious to see what they have to say about the Pro. Sure enough it's still the same old script about how bad the gaming industry is and how everything is an excuse to get outraged.

That video is such a bad take all over. PS5 Pro is not a replacement of PS5, it's a premium, niche product for the enthusiasts who want it and can afford it. There won't be exclusive Pro titles, everything will still run just fine on the regular PS5. The argument about people working two jobs to afford rent and living expenses, while it's a sad reality for many, it has no relevance at all in this discussion. Those people should not be concerned about the price of the PS5 Pro (or RTX 4090 for that matter!) to begin with and if they are they should probably take a look at their priorities in life.

Then the argument about quality/performance settings. Why complain about giving players a choice? It's not up to Sony to decide how developers use the HW capabilities of the PS5. 60fps is always a design decision and it can be achieved regardless of the HW. The Pro will simply allow a better image quality for Performance modes, for those who care and can actually notice the difference. Just because Steph is unable or unwilling to notice any image quality difference does not mean it's not there or shouldn't be an option for those wo actually care.

lol 

PlayStation™ Fan Discussing Their Fine Products

Say what you like about Sterling. He hasn't lost his ability to send Ponies absolutely buttraging


https://www.resetera.com/threads/james-stephanie-sterling-ot-thank-god-for-the-jimquisition.279704/page-57#post-129514557

Premium?  It got a tiny update  lol

Same people that slam down the cash for whatever pitiful updates that Apple throws out to them every year. Same pathetic consumerist energy.
(10-01-2024, 01:49 AM)Potato wrote: So, if the rumours are true and Sweet Baby Rays or some other cultural sensitivity consultant was used in developing Shadows, then why the fuck are there so many cultural sensitivity issues with the game? 

Especially stuff like the one-legged Torii gate? 

That should be a slam dunk for any cultural sensitivity consultant worth their salt...

The whole industry, if it was actually interested in being taken seriously, should be reviewing their contracts with these snake oil salesthems and insisting on better service.

The problem with "sensitivity" idiots seems to be that all this shit is just identity based. "Hey I'm Asian therefore I know what offends Japanese people." Meanwhile the white guy who has a masters in Japanese studies doesn't get the job because he's a white dude.
(10-01-2024, 01:54 AM)HaughtyFrank wrote:
(10-01-2024, 01:49 AM)Potato wrote: So, if the rumours are true and Sweet Baby Rays or some other cultural sensitivity consultant was used in developing Shadows, then why the fuck are there so many cultural sensitivity issues with the game? 

Especially stuff like the one-legged Torii gate? 

That should be a slam dunk for any cultural sensitivity consultant worth their salt...

The whole industry, if it was actually interested in being taken seriously, should be reviewing their contracts with these snake oil salesthems and insisting on better service.

The problem with "sensitivity" idiots seems to be that all this shit is just identity based. "Hey I'm Asian therefore I know what offends Japanese people." Meanwhile the white guy who has a masters in Japanese studies doesn't get the job because he's a white dude.

When I worked in multicultural health we did a lot of this stuff for our resources. However, we actually put together consultation groups that had a broad cross-section of representation from people involved in the specific community.

For example, for one consultation group for a resource that focussed on Muslim patients, we made sure we had an Imam, a woman who worked in aged care as a professional, a female academic with a background in health care, a layman from a community group, a male Muslim doctor, a female physiotherapist and a few more. We also made sure we had a mix of people from Middle-Eastern, Bosnian, South East Asian, Indian and other backgrounds. Consultation group was about 12 people all up.

Our resource was really good and we had no complaints from health care workers or the Muslim community and it is still in use 15+ years later.

If I can do that on the smell of an oily rag, how the fuck is a multinational corporation with the resources of UbiSlop unable to get something together to understand that making a plastic collectable out of an enduring symbol of the horrors of the actual use of nuclear weapons is probably a bad fucking idea?
Liam wrote:I think the new designs look worse but I also think these guys are both simultaneously not providing specifics or hard info in any way that matters and are clearly veering into their own biases by the end. I know of one extremely high profile Japanese title that had to have sexuality (pretty light stuff) toned down because of CERO, so the finger wagging at America comes off as silly to me. I constantly see ads for mobile games and stuff like that in Japan where girls have magical fog covering their chest so acting like it's purely imposed from the outside and not also changing times in Japan just comes off to me as just a weirdly insular opinion for such experienced people.

I will agree that America is a very silly country, but not for these reasons lol.

Going mask off? (Or rather, mask on lol ) eh Liam?

Hypocrites, all of them. But that's none of my business...
https://www.resetera.com/threads/hey-era-have-you-ever-been-punched-today-i-got-punched-in-public.996975/
Quote:Today, on my daily grocery store walk [which involves as many as three stores, all within walking distance], on my way out the third I got... flanked?
Yeah, I was flanked by two people. A man, and a woman, separate but strangely "connected", as though they'd lost connection but were still locked in orbit.

I was just... unlucky enough to be stuck in between them I suppose.

You see, I'm on the spectrum, and personal space can be a weird one for me, especially when I feel like I'm not being "considered". For a full... 20? Yeah, it was twenty whole fucking seconds, this couple just orbited around me like I was the center of their strange wheel - talking over me, through me, and around me as we all walked down the sidewalk in a some sort of strange fucking threesome.

I try very hard to temper my reactions to such things, because, well... I'm not normal [and I know this].

But it went on for so incredibly long, I eventually just grunted, audibly, and angrily speed-walked ahead - muttering things to myself as I did. Next thing I know I'm being yelled at from behind [what, precisely, I cannot be sure, I had my bluetooth earbuds in listening to the Selaco OST]. Then some sort of bun is thrown at me, to which I laugh, and continue on.

Next thing I know the "tough guy" of the couple is in my face, gesturing towards me, and out of nowhere punched me in the face in the middle of the one way street. I'm stunned, my vision went black for a second, and went I "came to", my glasses were on the road beneath me - missing their right arm.

I spend the next 20 minutes standing on the corner trying to find their missing arm [they're my favourite glasses, and remember, I'm on the spectrum, and I'm obsessive about my clothes and accessories and fashion in general]. I eventually give up, feeling foolish after so long standing on a corner trying to find something that should be easily spotted, but has mysteriously vanished from thin air.

My girlfriend comes running to comfort me, we walk home and I have spent the rest of the evening feeling the strangest melancholy I've ever felt.

The glasses were one of a kind, completely irreplaceable, and I'll certainly cling to that neurosis for far too long... But the effect this has had on my mental state is quite alarming, I'm having great difficulty moving on and can't stop replaying the moment in my head.

Quite... violating, I suppose :/

Anyway this has ruined my evening I was having a great day off playing Selaco [I've been in a gaming rut for years, I was doing so gud again putting some hours in!], and had planned on watching some movies tonight... but now I'm just kinda spiralling.

I wouldn't normally make a thread about this [I don't think I've ever made a thread before], but I'm feeling... guilty? [for some reason] and my usual journaling wasn't yielding its same beneficial results.

The strange combination of guilt, melancholy, and... glee? Reminds me of when I was almost sexually assaulted [well, I guess I was, whatever] on pride a few years back... same mixed bag of guilt, and revenge fantasy, and melancholy, and anger, and fear, and... yeah.

Has anyone else been unexpectedly assaulted in the street like this?

How did y'all cope?
(10-01-2024, 02:49 AM)Boredfrom wrote:
Liam wrote:I think the new designs look worse but I also think these guys are both simultaneously not providing specifics or hard info in any way that matters and are clearly veering into their own biases by the end. I know of one extremely high profile Japanese title that had to have sexuality (pretty light stuff) toned down because of CERO, so the finger wagging at America comes off as silly to me. I constantly see ads for mobile games and stuff like that in Japan where girls have magical fog covering their chest so acting like it's purely imposed from the outside and not also changing times in Japan just comes off to me as just a weirdly insular opinion for such experienced people.

I will agree that America is a very silly country, but not for these reasons lol.

Going mask off? (Or rather, mask on lol ) eh Liam?

Hypocrites, all of them. But that's none of my business...

He's laughing away cuz he's seriously upset that they're the reason why the censorship
Quote:The strange combination of guilt, melancholy, and... glee? Reminds me of when I was almost sexually assaulted [well, I guess I was, whatever] on pride a few years back... same mixed bag of guilt, and revenge fantasy, and melancholy, and anger, and fear, and... yeah.

Wait, what?

You didn’t need to share this…
If Malds plays her cards right she can repair her glasses.
I didn't realize Nepenthe had a whole back and forth where three people call her a cold, emotionless robot with no empathy.

https://www.resetera.com/threads/the-fetishization-of-empty-gestures-is-a-fascinating-thing-completely-part-of-the-theory-of-dystopia-as-aspiration-that-were-constantly-being-sold.995856/page-3#post-129492462
(09-30-2024, 11:41 PM)Boredfrom wrote:
(09-30-2024, 11:31 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/israel-palestine-the-ongoing-israeli-genocide-in-gaza-icj-orders-halt-to-israeli-offensive-on-rafah-see-staff-posts-for-posting-guidelines.772478/page-404#post-129529140
M.Bluth wrote:This entire administration should be hanged.
I don’t doubt now that ERA is in a federal watchlist of sorts. Jesus.
the entire administration is already hung  Drool
(09-30-2024, 11:31 PM)Hap Shaughnessy wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/israel-palestine-the-ongoing-israeli-genocide-in-gaza-icj-orders-halt-to-israeli-offensive-on-rafah-see-staff-posts-for-posting-guidelines.772478/page-404#post-129529140

M.Bluth wrote:This entire administration should be hanged.

They really don't even bother with bans anymore
(10-01-2024, 02:54 AM)killamajig wrote: https://www.resetera.com/threads/hey-era-have-you-ever-been-punched-today-i-got-punched-in-public.996975/
Quote:Today, on my daily grocery store walk [which involves as many as three stores, all within walking distance], on my way out the third I got... flanked?
Yeah, I was flanked by two people. A man, and a woman, separate but strangely "connected", as though they'd lost connection but were still locked in orbit.

I was just... unlucky enough to be stuck in between them I suppose.

You see, I'm on the spectrum, and personal space can be a weird one for me, especially when I feel like I'm not being "considered". For a full... 20? Yeah, it was twenty whole fucking seconds, this couple just orbited around me like I was the center of their strange wheel - talking over me, through me, and around me as we all walked down the sidewalk in a some sort of strange fucking threesome.

I try very hard to temper my reactions to such things, because, well... I'm not normal [and I know this].

But it went on for so incredibly long, I eventually just grunted, audibly, and angrily speed-walked ahead - muttering things to myself as I did. Next thing I know I'm being yelled at from behind [what, precisely, I cannot be sure, I had my bluetooth earbuds in listening to the Selaco OST]. Then some sort of bun is thrown at me, to which I laugh, and continue on.

Next thing I know the "tough guy" of the couple is in my face, gesturing towards me, and out of nowhere punched me in the face in the middle of the one way street. I'm stunned, my vision went black for a second, and went I "came to", my glasses were on the road beneath me - missing their right arm.

I spend the next 20 minutes standing on the corner trying to find their missing arm [they're my favourite glasses, and remember, I'm on the spectrum, and I'm obsessive about my clothes and accessories and fashion in general]. I eventually give up, feeling foolish after so long standing on a corner trying to find something that should be easily spotted, but has mysteriously vanished from thin air.

My girlfriend comes running to comfort me, we walk home and I have spent the rest of the evening feeling the strangest melancholy I've ever felt.

The glasses were one of a kind, completely irreplaceable, and I'll certainly cling to that neurosis for far too long... But the effect this has had on my mental state is quite alarming, I'm having great difficulty moving on and can't stop replaying the moment in my head.

Quite... violating, I suppose :/

Anyway this has ruined my evening I was having a great day off playing Selaco [I've been in a gaming rut for years, I was doing so gud again putting some hours in!], and had planned on watching some movies tonight... but now I'm just kinda spiralling.

I wouldn't normally make a thread about this [I don't think I've ever made a thread before], but I'm feeling... guilty? [for some reason] and my usual journaling wasn't yielding its same beneficial results.

The strange combination of guilt, melancholy, and... glee? Reminds me of when I was almost sexually assaulted [well, I guess I was, whatever] on pride a few years back... same mixed bag of guilt, and revenge fantasy, and melancholy, and anger, and fear, and... yeah.

Has anyone else been unexpectedly assaulted in the street like this?

How did y'all cope?

I often wonder about the really autisty people and whether they are able to recognise that they are just not normal.

I always figured they were mostly unaware of just how weird their behaviour can be.

So I am going to assume this is just typical resetera self-diagnosed autism and he is just an obnoxious cunt who deserved to get hit.
(10-01-2024, 03:32 AM)ClothedMac wrote: I didn't realize Nepenthe had a whole back and forth where three people call her a cold, emotionless robot with no empathy.

https://www.resetera.com/threads/the-fetishization-of-empty-gestures-is-a-fascinating-thing-completely-part-of-the-theory-of-dystopia-as-aspiration-that-were-constantly-being-sold.995856/page-3#post-129492462

Nepenthe not being able to understand why people cling to symbolic gestures during a crisis is because she comes from a privileged middle class background and has faced absolutely no adversity at all in her life.
I don't
2 days since stevy's last donation to the Shreds. Is the free ride over bros?  Stahp
(10-01-2024, 03:54 AM)Potato wrote:
(10-01-2024, 03:32 AM)ClothedMac wrote: I didn't realize Nepenthe had a whole back and forth where three people call her a cold, emotionless robot with no empathy.

https://www.resetera.com/threads/the-fetishization-of-empty-gestures-is-a-fascinating-thing-completely-part-of-the-theory-of-dystopia-as-aspiration-that-were-constantly-being-sold.995856/page-3#post-129492462

Nepenthe not being able to understand why people cling to symbolic gestures during a crisis is because she comes from a privileged middle class background and has faced absolutely no adversity at all in her life.
I don't
But their ideology on Era is chock full of symbolic gestures, so you'd think she'd get it - trans flag avatars and site logos, Palestine flags, etc.


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